I don’t really trust you.
I’m afraid you’re talking to another girl the same way you talk to me.
Whenever I’m talking to you,
I think about this and it’s hard for me to continue our conversation.
You disgust me.
But I’m still madly in love with you.
That look in your eyes whenever I see you. In that look, I see the pain of being alone, the pain of thinking no one would care if you just disappeared. Feelings I knew very well because I came very close to ending my own life not too long ago. Everyday you come in, I always try to make small talk, ask you how your day went, listen to you rant about your boss and co workers. I just want you to know that someone would miss you if you were gone. Someone cares about you. You are important.
(Source: blogsecret)
I don’t really trust you.
I’m afraid you’re talking to another girl the same way you talk to me.
Whenever I’m talking to you,
I think about this and it’s hard for me to continue our conversation.
You disgust me.
But I’m still madly in love with you.
I’m not okay.
I’m so scared of life.
i almost want someone to see me looking sad or the marks on my arm
almost want to tell someone everything
i want to skip the next year.
sometimes i want to skip my whole life.
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